I hurt myself today.
To see if I still feel.
I focus on the pain.
The only thing that’s real.
The needle tears a hole,
The old familiar sting.
I kill at all away,
But I remember everything.

What have I become?
My sweetest friend.
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end.
You could have it all,
My empire of dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.

I wear this crown of shit.
Upon my liar’s chair.
Full of broken thoughts,
I cannot repair.
Beneath the stains of time.
The feelings disappear.
You are someone else,
I am still right here.

What have I become?
My sweetest friend.
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end.
You could have it all,
My empire of dirt.
I will let you down.
I will make you hurt.
If I could start again.
A million miles away.
I would keep myself.
I would find a way.

What have I become?
My sweetest friend.
Everyone I know,
Goes away in the end.